6 eyes burn | from these tears
"Fill your paper with the breathings of your heart" ~William Wordsworth
* . . waiting for the b r e a k d o w n . . *
20 September 2005 @ 08:16 pm
10 June 2005 @ 03:54 am
alright guys.. so here's the deal.. i'm reposting this.. as a reminder that it's friends only, for one, and ALSO, to set some fucking guidelines.. so read it.. comment to be added.. and die happy cos u read it, were my friend, and were loved.
anyway.. here it is:

*Friends ONLY*
((if u EVER take that.. CREDIT.. or get what's coming.. stealing is for bimbos))
Rules/Guidelines:
1. Only comment if you're going to be of HELP to me.
- - I don't need pointless irrelevant comments on my journal. If I add you, it means I trust you to be SMART and to CARE. Respect that. - -
2. Leak entries and die. Simple as that. Once again back to the trust thing. You're added, you're trusted. You stab me in the back.. I stab you in the heart.
3. ONLY comment and add me if you're going to be a worthwhile friend. Don't get pissed at me if I don't comment right away. But feel free to ask me to read something if you need me to. I'll always do that. I'm not amazing at remembering to check my friends page and cos of communities and stuff I may accidentally overlook important things. PLEASE don't bitch me out before confronting me first.
4. Don't advertise on my journal unless I love you. Or unless you're me. If you're any of those.. then you know it. x33
The End.
And no worries, if you're already on my friends list, you have nothing to worry about - you're stuck with me x33
However, if you don't comment a lot and are on my list, just comment so i know you're still alive.
Thanks.
Comment to be Added. And ADD ME FIRST.
anyway.. here it is:

*Friends ONLY*
1. Only comment if you're going to be of HELP to me.
- - I don't need pointless irrelevant comments on my journal. If I add you, it means I trust you to be SMART and to CARE. Respect that. - -
2. Leak entries and die. Simple as that. Once again back to the trust thing. You're added, you're trusted. You stab me in the back.. I stab you in the heart.
3. ONLY comment and add me if you're going to be a worthwhile friend. Don't get pissed at me if I don't comment right away. But feel free to ask me to read something if you need me to. I'll always do that. I'm not amazing at remembering to check my friends page and cos of communities and stuff I may accidentally overlook important things. PLEASE don't bitch me out before confronting me first.
4. Don't advertise on my journal unless I love you. Or unless you're me. If you're any of those.. then you know it. x33
The End.
And no worries, if you're already on my friends list, you have nothing to worry about - you're stuck with me x33
However, if you don't comment a lot and are on my list, just comment so i know you're still alive.
Thanks.
Comment to be Added. And ADD ME FIRST.
this feels so . .:
exhausted
this is the soundtrack to our movie: gimme gimme//tmm
03 May 2005 @ 05:04 pm
01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal. (you dont have to if you dont want to)
02. I will then tell what song/movie remind me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal. (you dont have to if you dont want to)
this feels so . .:
okay
this is the soundtrack to our movie: everything you want//vertical horizon
19 April 2005 @ 10:49 pm
ok so normally im not one for gimics like this..
but i want one sooooo bad *pouty face*
help the poor pathetic kidd out:
http://www.freeiPods.com/?r=1752853 8
do ittttttttt
please? *puppy face*
but i want one sooooo bad *pouty face*
help the poor pathetic kidd out:
http://www.freeiPods.com/?r=1752853
do ittttttttt
please? *puppy face*
this feels so . .:
BEGGING PATHETICLY
this is the soundtrack to our movie: promise//mbr
12 April 2005 @ 04:51 pm
this is by far the funniest thing ever.. or to me.. at this point.. yea im retarded.. anyway.. read on:

click HERE to see what kinda druggie
you are!

click HERE to see what kinda druggie
you are!
10 April 2005 @ 10:34 pm

WHITE
??Which colour of Death is yours??
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sad thing that's all about perfectly right . . .
:-\
this feels so . .:
depressed
this is the soundtrack to our movie: beautiful disaster//kelly clarkson
22 March 2005 @ 04:52 pm
check eet oot:

hottness.
thats my ear.
thats the side of my face.
you know that turns you on.
yea for canadia and piercing age being 16.
ha.. i just thought i was 16 for a min.. silly me.. im 17.. i keep calling me 16 though.. i still dont know my own age..
next thing to go? knowing my own name.
anyway.. thats that. whattya think?
next up? my lip... maybe...
or maybe ill just look for a guy with a pierced lip to make up for what i want and cant have ;-) haha jk (although.. that is quite hott..)

hottness.
thats my ear.
thats the side of my face.
you know that turns you on.
yea for canadia and piercing age being 16.
ha.. i just thought i was 16 for a min.. silly me.. im 17.. i keep calling me 16 though.. i still dont know my own age..
next thing to go? knowing my own name.
anyway.. thats that. whattya think?
next up? my lip... maybe...
or maybe ill just look for a guy with a pierced lip to make up for what i want and cant have ;-) haha jk (although.. that is quite hott..)
this feels so . .:
weird
this is the soundtrack to our movie: baseball schtuff on espn
21 March 2005 @ 04:17 pm
Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have?"

Scared
Your eyes are scared. Your eyes are scared of pain, or rejection. You know how much it hurts to lose someone u cared for, but in return they dumped you like a sack of potatoes! Someday you will find your special friend, or lover, so dont stay hidden too much. You have also seen much misery when it comes to guy too, so you pefer to keep it safe, and keep your heart locked up from everyone guy that seems to be interested. You dont wanna go through anymore pain....

Scared
Your eyes are scared. Your eyes are scared of pain, or rejection. You know how much it hurts to lose someone u cared for, but in return they dumped you like a sack of potatoes! Someday you will find your special friend, or lover, so dont stay hidden too much. You have also seen much misery when it comes to guy too, so you pefer to keep it safe, and keep your heart locked up from everyone guy that seems to be interested. You dont wanna go through anymore pain....
this feels so . .:
sick
this is the soundtrack to our movie: finding nemo
14 March 2005 @ 11:53 pm
Mike and Jasmine sit in the park alone one night, as they talk:
Mike: I guess we are the left overs in this world
Jasmine: I think so, all of my friends have boyfriends.. we must be the only two people left in this world with out any one special in our lives.
Mike: Yeah.. I don't know what to do
Jasmine: Hey.. I know! How about we play a game..
Mike: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days and you can be my boyfriend
Mike: Sounds like a great plan, and I don't have much to do over the coming weeks... okay!
And so the game began...
DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together sitting close enough to touch.
DAY 4:
A picnic on the beach, spending true quality time.
DAY 12:
Mike invited Jasmine to a fair and they rode on the Haunted Hayride. Jasmine was scared and reaching for Mike's hand, accidentally touched someone elses' hand instead, and they laughed it off together.
DAY 15:
They decided to visit a fortune teller down the road. They asked her vision of their future and for advice and the Fortune Teller replied: "My darlings, do not waste precious time that is your life, please... spend the rest of your time together happily" And tears began to flow from her eyes.
DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Mike to the hill to watch a meteor shower. As they saw the first meteor, Jasmine mumbled something.
DAY 28:
Jasmine gave away her first kiss to Mike on a bumpy bus ride.
DAY 29:
11:37pm
Jasmine and Mike returned to the park where they first decided to play this game...
Mike: I'm tired, Jasmine. I was going to run down the road to buy some drinks.. do you want anything?
Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all.
Mike: (Getting up to leave) Wait for me.
20mins later; a stranger approached Jasmine
Stranger: Are you a friend of Mike's?
Jasmine: Yes I am.. Is there something wrong? What's happened??
Stranger: A drunk driver recklessly ran down Mike while he was walking from the store down the road.. He's been hospitalized.. in critical condition..
11:57pm
The doctor finally emerged from the emergency room and handed Jasmine a bottle of apple juice and a letter, saying little.
Doctor: We found this in mike's pocket.
Jasmine braced herself as she began to read the letter:
Jasmine, These past few days, I came to realize you are a really cute girl and I am really falling for you. I cherish smile your everything about you as we played this game. And, since the game is coming to a close, I would like to ask you to be my girlfriend now, and for the rest of my life. I love you Jasmine.
Jasmine crumpled the paper as she shouted: "Mike! i don't want you to die. I love you too! Remember that night when we saw that first meteor? I mumbled something; I mumbled a wish that we would be together forever and that this game would never end. Please don't leave me Mike! I love you!"
Just then, the clock struck 12 and as the next day began, Mike's heart stopped pumping.
That was the 30th, and final day of their game...
Moral: Always let those you love know how you feel, especially before it is too late. You never know when they will be gone from your life, when one embrace will be the last. If
you were given petals of everlasting compassion and love to bestow upon your loved ones would you give them all away before theirs or your time ends? Today is the day, the day that could be the beginning and could be the end, so love them while they are still here, and while you still can. Never allow that opportunity to pass to let those you hold dear in your heart know just how much they mean to you.
Mike: I guess we are the left overs in this world
Jasmine: I think so, all of my friends have boyfriends.. we must be the only two people left in this world with out any one special in our lives.
Mike: Yeah.. I don't know what to do
Jasmine: Hey.. I know! How about we play a game..
Mike: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days and you can be my boyfriend
Mike: Sounds like a great plan, and I don't have much to do over the coming weeks... okay!
And so the game began...
DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together sitting close enough to touch.
DAY 4:
A picnic on the beach, spending true quality time.
DAY 12:
Mike invited Jasmine to a fair and they rode on the Haunted Hayride. Jasmine was scared and reaching for Mike's hand, accidentally touched someone elses' hand instead, and they laughed it off together.
DAY 15:
They decided to visit a fortune teller down the road. They asked her vision of their future and for advice and the Fortune Teller replied: "My darlings, do not waste precious time that is your life, please... spend the rest of your time together happily" And tears began to flow from her eyes.
DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Mike to the hill to watch a meteor shower. As they saw the first meteor, Jasmine mumbled something.
DAY 28:
Jasmine gave away her first kiss to Mike on a bumpy bus ride.
DAY 29:
11:37pm
Jasmine and Mike returned to the park where they first decided to play this game...
Mike: I'm tired, Jasmine. I was going to run down the road to buy some drinks.. do you want anything?
Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all.
Mike: (Getting up to leave) Wait for me.
20mins later; a stranger approached Jasmine
Stranger: Are you a friend of Mike's?
Jasmine: Yes I am.. Is there something wrong? What's happened??
Stranger: A drunk driver recklessly ran down Mike while he was walking from the store down the road.. He's been hospitalized.. in critical condition..
11:57pm
The doctor finally emerged from the emergency room and handed Jasmine a bottle of apple juice and a letter, saying little.
Doctor: We found this in mike's pocket.
Jasmine braced herself as she began to read the letter:
Jasmine, These past few days, I came to realize you are a really cute girl and I am really falling for you. I cherish smile your everything about you as we played this game. And, since the game is coming to a close, I would like to ask you to be my girlfriend now, and for the rest of my life. I love you Jasmine.
Jasmine crumpled the paper as she shouted: "Mike! i don't want you to die. I love you too! Remember that night when we saw that first meteor? I mumbled something; I mumbled a wish that we would be together forever and that this game would never end. Please don't leave me Mike! I love you!"
Just then, the clock struck 12 and as the next day began, Mike's heart stopped pumping.
That was the 30th, and final day of their game...
Moral: Always let those you love know how you feel, especially before it is too late. You never know when they will be gone from your life, when one embrace will be the last. If
you were given petals of everlasting compassion and love to bestow upon your loved ones would you give them all away before theirs or your time ends? Today is the day, the day that could be the beginning and could be the end, so love them while they are still here, and while you still can. Never allow that opportunity to pass to let those you hold dear in your heart know just how much they mean to you.
this feels so . .:
tired
this is the soundtrack to our movie: save me//hanson
12 March 2005 @ 03:24 pm
Ask me ANY THREE questions, anything at all you want to ask and I will answer them 100% truthfully.
Then, when you're done, repost this and see what people want to ask you...
this should be interesting....
SIDENOTE: I still, however, do maintain the right to refuse to answer them if I feel they are too sketchy and/or personal.. there's just some things that don't need to be addressed in life.
Then, when you're done, repost this and see what people want to ask you...
this should be interesting....
SIDENOTE: I still, however, do maintain the right to refuse to answer them if I feel they are too sketchy and/or personal.. there's just some things that don't need to be addressed in life.
this feels so . .:
exanimate
this is the soundtrack to our movie: move on//denver harbor

